Well I am happy to say that I found someone finally...I have a GREAT BF Curtis who means A LOT to me :) My best friend got a call from him a couple weeks ago asking her if she knew any single women and she only knew me & 1 other...WELL we started talking on the phone soon after, then he asked me out on a date and we have been together since...He's REALLY Good Looking hehehe, he's hardworking, smart, funny, kisses SUPER GOOD LOL, we can carry on a conversation for 2 1/2 hours every night which is something I haven't been able to do with another guy...I am blessed to have Curtis in my life, I hope and pray every day that we last, I already fell in love with him which I didn't think would happen so soon, but hey I've been taking the time to get to know him(even though there is more to always find out about a person) He treats me good, and I am just amazed at how I could feel so broken and afraid to fall in love ever again, then I meet this incredible guy who got me thinking about my life in a whole different way, and I am truely happy for once in my life :) I'm just taking life one day at a time, about all u can do, I am starting my 2nd semester of college tomorrow which I will be taking some interesting classes this semester so I am looking forward to that..My kids are doing good in school and they're my WORLD, my reason for living!!! As for Lizzy well we stopped talking for awhile which I won't go into but now we can talk again, it's just not quite the same anymore which makes me sad :( I still love her and care about her, yet knowing she is with Kari and me being with Curtis I don't want to jeapordize either of our relationships, plus it's weird when u want to be with somebody but u know it isn't the right time or place...Well I will end here for now hope everyone is doing good I will try to update this a little more often...